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Excuse me for loving you!

Posted in Uncategorized by gkhiangte on September 24, 2008

They say first impression is the last impression.

I disagree when it comes to you.

The first time I met you,

I didn’t sum you up.

I didn’t evaluate you at an instant.

It’s just not my style to judge people as they walk by.

The more I spend time with you,

The more I got to know you.

I realize we have so many things to say,

Especially you! Your head is full of ideas and knowledge

You inspire me.

The rate at which you express your thoughts enlighten me to great depths.

The moment our worlds meet,

Your interests become my interests

Your thoughts provoke my thoughts

Your ideas instill more ideas in me and

Your jokes make me laugh the hardest.

 

Thinking is such a waste of time

I know my feelings for you are real

So real I can’t seem to hold it in

I want to scream out loud and tell the whole world how I feel

There’s only one thing that’s stopping me-

The thought of your rejection.

I fear that you will resent my attraction.

I shy away from your reaction.

I speak only half truths when I’m with you.

The thought of you with anyone else makes me physically sick.

I can’t imagine you with anyone else.

I don’t want you to be with anyone else.

I get jealous at the thought of you with anyone else.

The problem lies in my inability to tell you what I feel.

The problem lies in my insecurity.

I’m really scared that you will push me away.

That’s the reason why I’m not telling you-

That I have the biggest adoration for you.

 

I wish I was more open to the idea of spending the rest of my life with you

But I can’t see myself doing that

I just can’t get you out of my head

Times like these, I wish I’ve never met you.

 

Relationship disaster!

Posted in Uncategorized by gkhiangte on September 24, 2008

 

When it becomes too hard to handle,

It means you haven’t tried hard enough

 

These are the two lines to live by,

Really, my girlfriends and I were talking about relationships-

The boyfriend- girlfriend kind.

We analyzed why most of us are not in a relationship.

Is it because we are too busy? Is it because we don’t want it?

No, I strongly suggest we are not in a relationship because we don’t get the right guy.

The right guy…yes.

Seems like it is the hardest thing to find..

Algebra is much easier than trying to find the right man. Any day!

We girls want love, we want true love.. aah yes true love indeed..

Let’s try to define who the right guy is. Shall we?

Then again, the list is too long I don’t want to start..

Plus every girl’s idea of the right man is different so..

Anyways, what I feel is that the guys are a lot less outspoken than before or were they ever?

Seems like the girls have to do everything, even if it means proposing to a guy.

Don’t get me wrong i don’t mind chasing something/someone i want and getting it/him

The thing is it feels good to be chased after once in a while..